Bad News- Chris is not going to get better

I am not going to get into much detail...

Chris's body is not fighting anymore :(

I went to see him at lunch today and the doctors called me into the lounge....
Thank God my personal angel, Chaplain Sharon was there at the same time... She came with us... Dr Aisner, Anne, and the kidney doctor told me that Chris's chemistries are all out of whack...
His kidneys are shutting down... one arm is cold... they basically said the infections and fungus have cut off blood vessels.. i am totally gonna get this wrong medically... sooo besically his organs are shutting down slowly..
They told me he is in a lot of pain and think its cruel to revive him if he bottoms out.... I am in a state of shock
THey think he has a few days to live
My best friends and mom ran here ASAP
And Sharon called Chris's dad for me... Him and the waxmonsky brothers came next...
Thank goodness for my best friends (Jeanie, Christine and Christine) Chris always told me what amazing friends i have and he is so right..
It breaks my heart to see my Chris like this and to see my mom and everyone so sad...
I keep leaking but Chris said I leak all the time... nothing has changed...
Thanks Adriana for coming with food for me.. and my brother is the best brother in the world...

I am sure I will add more when I can....
thanks everyone for being there for me and us...
xoxox Jenn :(